and I begin a new chapter

I always kept diaries as a teenager. Terrified of my mum finding them and reading them, yet hoping that one day the words would be read by someone. Or that I could look back on them and understand my teenage self better, and therefore be a better parent to my own teenage children, should they exist.
Now i don't know why I feel the need to keep putting my thoughts down somewhere. They are rarely interesting to re-read. But it feels good to clear out my head every now and then.

So here goes again...
Just as I am starting a new chapter in my life too. Living with my boyfriend, and we are planning to buy a house very soon, which is just terrifying! but I look forward to the little things, like being sick of staring at a certain wall and painting it a new colour.. like buying art to put on the walls.. (though how we'll afford it I just dont know!) ..i love being creative, and I look forward to creative freedom within a home that is mine to alter. That is exciting.